I feel you in my heart and I don't even know you.

I'm Alix Jay. I like music. I enjoy reading quotes. I love writing stories; motivational or fictional. I've only got 5 more years left to do what someone else is able to do in 40. I'd probably fall in love with your mind before I even know what you look like, so promise me one thing... You wont break me heart?
Wed Nov 4

Today is my 1 month [second time around] with Leah.

And my plans for tonight are ruined. She thinks it would be a good idea for her to call off work and come over early so she can get some of her school work done and spend the day with me.

I would have liked this idea if I didn’t need the whole afternoon to get ready for her surprise and if her surprise didn’t have to be at night.

I was going to have her walk into my whole living room filled with candles. I was going to have sweets on the table with massage oils and a movie to watch… But I can’t set that up and surprise her if she’s going to be in my living room in 20 minutes… While it’s still sunny out.

In fact, i think I just heard her lock her car. It makes this beep that I can recognize anywhere. =/ Oh well, at least I have an idea for next month?

*sigh* I just wanted this one to be special.