I feel you in my heart, I don't even know you.

Fuck you.

I’m not going to the doctors because I REALLY hope it’s serious or it’s cancer and then maybe you’d apologize for not taking my pain seriously.

GOD FORBID I don’t rub your feet, hands, arms, shoulders, head because YOU TOOK IN 4 SMALL BAGS OF GROCERIES because YOU OFFERED TO.

Fuck you.

You’re such a fucking baby, some days I really wonder why you’re with me or why I’m with you.

I just want to scream in your face so hard right now to just FUCK THE HELL OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

I don’t want to live here anymore, I don’t want pets that keep me up anymore, I don’t want to date someone who DOESN’T TAKE MY OBVIOUS PAIN SERIOUSLY but when she gets a paper cut or her eye hurts because she stares at the computer for HOURS without blinking, I’m supposed to call 911 and give her mouth to mouth to make sure she’s able to pull through.

FUCK YOU!!!

Can’t you see my legs?! Can’t you see them? Bumps. At all my joints. Noticeable. Large. Painful.

Remember that night I couldn’t even bend my knee or get to the bathroom on my own? You ARGUED because you didn’t want to get up.

I’M SO FUCKING SORRY YOU DON’T WANT TO HELP ME!!!

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YUO FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

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